I have just this second finished the study event with our Lisbon group and wanted to write up on my learning log whilst everything was still fresh. I have been looking forward to seeing everyone for a while now, and was excited to participate in this event. I was concerned as my internet connection has been playing up, but I was very lucky and it only cut out for a few mins today. Many thanks to Diana Ali and Michelle Whitting once again for a fantastic study event and to Alison Dollery for organising. Our Lisbon trip was the last big event that happened for me before lockdown and I have fond memories from the trip. It came at the right time as I was struggling, feeling isolated with my studies and the Lisbon trip changed that completely. I met some amazing people and am really glad we have all stayed in touch. It made me realise that I am not alone. You just have to reach out and you will find your classmates are all there, also in the same boat. Since then I have also joined the illustration group on discord, which is another great group of people that inspire and support each other. I in no way feel lonely when I’m studying anymore.
Today, after catching up. We were read to by Michelle Whiting, her paper that she has been working on. We were asked to think about how we feel in response to this and were encouraged to move around whilst we drew. I initially found this very difficult and felt a bit lost. So I started just by walking around the room and making marks on my page based on that experience. After that I sat down and concentrated more on the words Michelle was reading and listening more intently. And I started to make marks based on what she was describing and also from the feelings and thoughts I was having. I started to think about movement and dancing in particular, and drew a few lines based on this. I think this exercise is something I should practice more and develop as it would help my illustration work to try to feel more and as Michelle mentioned, feel the time and place of your illustration, ‘feel the sun on the back of your neck’ etc… Which I think is definitely key to creating a believable illustration and something that I need to take on board and explore more as I work. as this would really add dimension to an illustration.

After lunch we each used a photo we had taken in Lisbon and chose five words to describe the feeling we got from it. The words I chose for my image were bright, contrast, surprise, fun and colourful. The word I chose to focus on was colourful as I wanted to have fun playing around with colour. I used oil pastels as I have not used these before and started to create shapes on black paper. I had no plan or idea as to what to do, so I just kept adding colours and as I did this, it started to evolve into more of an idea or form. Therefore, the left side of the drawing is less structured than the right side as I started on the left. From doing this, more ideas were triggered. From which, I made a series of drawings which developed as an idea from the drawing before.

On the right side. I started to see what looked like part of a face emerging so I decided to start on a fresh piece of paper and recreate that face.

I decided not to make this into a full face or character as I really liked the way the eyes and the feathered shapes coming down were looking interesting and I did not want to ruin the shapes by overcrowding the drawing as this was starting to happen at the top (hair). So I decided to stop here. However, if I wanted to develop this into a character I would work on a fresh sheet and develop ideas from this. Looking at him now. He kind of reminds me of a ‘Rayman’ type character, which is a cartoonish computer game that I played as a child.

For this drawing I chose to take the outside shape of the jellyfish in my original photo, which I thought was really beautiful and experiment with that technique and the shapes whilst keeping with my chosen word which was ‘colourful’. Here i used a combination of chalk pencils and Conte sticks.

With my fourth drawing, I expanded on my previous drawing taking the same shapes but seeing what else I could do with them. This developed organically and initially I did not have a plan to make them 3D like this, but I was experimenting and wondered what would happen if I did x,y,z… and this is what I came up with.
I really enjoyed today and am really happy that I got the chance to experiment and have some ‘free play’ time. This past year with the OCA, from my time in Lisbon, as well as the other study events I have been participating in. I have been trying new things and getting lots of inspiration. However, outside of those events. I haven’t continued to experiment as much as I would like. Part of this is due to time constraints and also because I am working on my exercises for my course which are structured, I tend to forget about experimenting. Today was great because I got to experiment again and this is something that I really must make more time for. As through experimentation, it is possible that some of the techniques or ideas that I have, can be developed into a larger project or else stored to be used for a project at a later date. On reflection, this reminded me of my abstract exercise for part three and thinking back, the process I developed today would have been quite useful for that exercise. I now see how much further I could have pushed that illustration and how I could have worked what I had, into something more or something totally different.
















